I Knew this would happen

I knew since the moment i called her, it was bound to happen.
It was something i was looking forward to and she was more eager than me to hear.
But as things doesn't always turn out the way you want it to be so it was more than a disappointment.
Yes it is true mom i didn't get what i was looking for and they've made it even tougher for me to achieve that. I knew exaclty she could read my mind as i was talking.
Then suddenly my voice started to fade away and the silence gave way to cries from my mouth.
I knew this would happen if i would speak with her.
Thanks for sticking by me Mom ;)
Oops, there goes another one down my cheek :(